A Ballad to No One by rowan-of-wonderless, literature
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A Ballad to No One
Took all I had just to be stable
as fingers pressed into the wood
And I knocked til blood smeared the table
for luck to keep what no one could.
I thought that I could be smarter;
I heard the casing hit the ground.
Goodbyes came without a sound
because absence makes the heart grow harder.
My suffocation lingers
since the cloth covered your face,
grip slipping on besilked fingers
but only frayed fibers left a trace
Of what could have been
of what we should have known;
we let our demons in
and now they're right at home.
And though I beg and scream and barter,
truth is I've nothing left to trade.
So put that smile out on parade,
absence makes
Polytheist by Nature by rowan-of-wonderless, literature
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Polytheist by Nature
Through the window I faced the sun
and asked my mother of the gods,
but my assumptions were at odds
when told that there was only one.
She never knew in the summer breeze
that on her bike when loud I sung
the wind ripped out from my tongue
songs of praise to listening trees.
And as childhood fell behind
I'd climb into our woods alone
and play a flutist's wavered tone
in hopes those spirits would be kind.
Years later before a shrine
I bid a Fox to hear my prayer -
I felt him in the mountain air
and knew that One God wasn't mine.
Though now I dwell in city lights,
I offer to the steadfast wights,
and in reverence my head nods
So Live in the NOW by rowan-of-wonderless, literature
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So Live in the NOW
Heaven is a future place,
so constantly they forward-face,
gazing out to that "someday",
that fixed point so far away.
But humans walk a narrow line
and only experience linear time,
"Future" we cannot know, just "Now",
yet they look forward, ignoring the "how".
If heaven is a future place,
existing only in fated grace,
then eternity the present cannot touch
and heaven to man is only a crutch.
So here is what men of God fail to teach:
"Future" bliss is a hope they can never reach.
The Goddess War by rowan-of-wonderless, literature
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The Goddess War
Bride drinks form the Well of Youth
Her feet dance up the blooming knoll
Pale fair fingers reach the endless sky
Leaves rustle green upon the branches
Her voice sings blessings
Rejoicing the flight of cancerous Cailleach
Her smile shining bright
As her eyes behold the beauty of Earth
The sun rises
The wind warms
And the Lady's cloak turns white in the light
Dancing through spring and strolling through summer
She greets the Ancestors on All Souls Night
Walking through autumn and shuffling through winter
And the Lady's cloak turns gray in the dim
The wind cools
The sun sets
As one eye beholds the decay of Earth
Her grimace cor
I find myself without a voice,
without words inside and out.
I find myself believing more in gods
and less in demons.
I find myself in the middle of a road
and suddenly unsure of the why.
I find myself wishing for the destination
instead of enjoying the journey.
I find myself afraid of the end
because what if there is an end?
I find myself stirred like old leaves,
an autumn breeze of something older and younger.
I find myself talking to the rain
and dread that I will hear no answer.
I find myself in a room. Again.
With my mind in a far off place.
I find myself longing for that Otherworld,
to walk the mist between land, sky, a
The Greene Diaries: entry 12-18 by rowan-of-wonderless, literature
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The Greene Diaries: entry 12-18
I.
My name is Allen Greene. And I am hopelessly lost. I'm also not sure what day it is anymore. Once the door vanished, I didn't know what to do.
Right. The door. Everything was still perfectly in place when I went back to the lobby; the cheap furniture, the windows, but there was only wall in the space where I had originally entered. Perfectly smooth. It was like there never had been a door there in the first place.
I tried everything. I banged on every surface in that room, screamed myself hoarse, tried to reason with whoever was pulling a fast one on me. Yeah, right. I wish I could have let myself believe this was all an
The Greene Diaries: entry 05-11 by rowan-of-wonderless, literature
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The Greene Diaries: entry 05-11
11/15/1999
It's been a few days since I last wrote. Not that anything interesting has happened; I've just found myself more distracted than usual. I can't seem to get my mind off that damn building. It's as though the presence of it is having the opposite effect on me than the rest of the unconcerned humans dwelling around its sacred space.
Maybe I'm glitched.
Maybe I wasn't supposed to notice.
Does that mean that this sort of thing occurs all the time? Are there things just randomly popping into existence all around us
21st Century Breakdown Story: My Interpretation by rowan-of-wonderless, literature
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21st Century Breakdown Story: My Interpretation
Alright, Green Day's 21st Century Breakdown album came out three years ago, so I'm a bit late jumping on the band wagon. However, despite being a very popular album, I was only able to find one thorough interpretation of this concept album, and even that one only covered Act 1.
Despite being labeled a 'rock opera', 21st Century Breakdown does not have a cohesive story line like Green Day's previous rock opera, American Idiot. Instead, the songs follow vague themes, around vague characters named Christian and Gloria. The entire album is more or less left up to the listener's opinions and ideas as to what exactly is going on in this 'story'.
The Greene Diaries: entry 02-04 by rowan-of-wonderless, literature
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The Greene Diaries: entry 02-04
11/10/1999
[the words 'Dear Diary' have been crossed out]
I shouldn't title my entries like that; I'd rather not get into a habit. Today Dr. G_____ asked me about my initial thoughts on his little autobiography assignment. It's alright I guess, kinda nice to have a place like this to jot down all my meandering thoughts. I even decided to carry it in my satchel, should the mood strike me unexpectedly. He seemed pleased, but moved on to less pleasant topics, such as my family. I do love 'em, but man did they make it difficult sometimes. My parents were hardly abusive, but they weren't exactly very supportive, eit